If I wasn't utterly exhausted from all the bullshit the vom'ed up today, I would hash it all out here. But because I am utterly exhausted, I am going to just say that people are illogical and dumb. Worse than that - they are vindictive and selfish then expect you to be anything but. I will play the game until I am out of here in a few weeks though I am starting to understand that nothing about this process is going to be easy or clean cut. The first of the month - the first of the year means nothing in terms of what is actually going to occur.
Work was nice at least. I had my group of pals back me, with Ash being significantly astute and helpful. Greg was humorous and on point as usual, Hels was blunt and encouraging, Les goofy and giving. Then there was the boredom of the day that enabled my team mates to get to know me and me then. That was a lot of fun and I wasn't as bummed out about not being able to leave early in the end. I can see me getting along with the group just fine though I found out I was mocking one of their roommates. Well - it was nothing I wouldn't say to their face.
I will wake up early tomorrow and head home to my mother and sister for the holiday. By early I mean 5am. I don't want to have to deal with traffic and assholes. I have had enough of that for awhile. Maybe I can relax a bit of the next 48 hours plus - then come back to this crap and try and decode what needs to get done and how. Just the vague thought of it makes my stomach turn. I was so hopeful the first would be the beginning of something beautiful and to think it is so close. Now it is more flexible than all that and money must be a flexible as the time. I don't subscribe to such nonsense.
Work was nice at least. I had my group of pals back me, with Ash being significantly astute and helpful. Greg was humorous and on point as usual, Hels was blunt and encouraging, Les goofy and giving. Then there was the boredom of the day that enabled my team mates to get to know me and me then. That was a lot of fun and I wasn't as bummed out about not being able to leave early in the end. I can see me getting along with the group just fine though I found out I was mocking one of their roommates. Well - it was nothing I wouldn't say to their face.
I will wake up early tomorrow and head home to my mother and sister for the holiday. By early I mean 5am. I don't want to have to deal with traffic and assholes. I have had enough of that for awhile. Maybe I can relax a bit of the next 48 hours plus - then come back to this crap and try and decode what needs to get done and how. Just the vague thought of it makes my stomach turn. I was so hopeful the first would be the beginning of something beautiful and to think it is so close. Now it is more flexible than all that and money must be a flexible as the time. I don't subscribe to such nonsense.
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