I would not suggest that anyone should talk to me with any kind of hostility when I am as anxious as I have been as of late. I went to work and from work to a store, veering away from the mainline of traffic in the process when ended up being for the best, got what I needed and then headed down south to make it in time to see The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo. Pretty good effort, I have to say. I was surprised I liked it as much as I did. The opening theme sequence is kind of unreal. Unreally good, that is.
So it has just been one thing after another - no moments of rest - even lunch was a rushed thing with Hels and I trying out a Mediterranean restaurant she had been told about. It was really good actually, but an hour isn't a lot of time to enjoy everything and travel back and forth from work. It just creates another deadline in a sea of neverending deadlines that has become my life. I haven't packed anything or wrapped anything. Even if I get out from work early tomorrow, I wouldn't be ready to go and would have to rush and throw shit together. Also, I need to give a check to the person whose lease I am taking over. Another thing to try to tetris into alignment.
I was getting ready to sign the document that would move the lease over into my name when I stopped to chat with Sandra and through that chat in which I expressed my stress over many things but mainly the finding someone to take over my room situation, she made me realize that none of them seemed to understand that I would be gone before the next month's rent. I had to fix that shit right then and there. I went out into the living room where on Ran was sitting. He told me Kristie went upstairs to shower. I decided to just tell him the reality of the situation.
I thought I was being pretty nice about it. Explaining that they seem to want something different or more specific than what my ad presented so I needed him to tell me it was not my responsibility as I am not going to end up paying on the first of the month because they don't like what my ad brings. This dude it passive as fuck so when he said "so...you are giving us one week and two days to find someone..." I kind of lost my shit.
I laid it out that I had let them know every step of the way what was going on from me starting to look for places, to finding one, to post the ad that I posted at the beginning of the week. Which was two weeks before I would be gone. Not ideal in terms of advanced notice, but I already had someone interested and they were choosing to be judgmental before even meeting the person. We had options my way - they just didn't want to pursue them so I told him to "figure it out". I was a flat out bitch about it and I only feel a fraction bad about it because it is like yelling at a child - a mumbling, dull child. It isn't in my nature to leave people inconvenienced and not give a damn, but he sure helped push me in that direction.
So it has just been one thing after another - no moments of rest - even lunch was a rushed thing with Hels and I trying out a Mediterranean restaurant she had been told about. It was really good actually, but an hour isn't a lot of time to enjoy everything and travel back and forth from work. It just creates another deadline in a sea of neverending deadlines that has become my life. I haven't packed anything or wrapped anything. Even if I get out from work early tomorrow, I wouldn't be ready to go and would have to rush and throw shit together. Also, I need to give a check to the person whose lease I am taking over. Another thing to try to tetris into alignment.
I was getting ready to sign the document that would move the lease over into my name when I stopped to chat with Sandra and through that chat in which I expressed my stress over many things but mainly the finding someone to take over my room situation, she made me realize that none of them seemed to understand that I would be gone before the next month's rent. I had to fix that shit right then and there. I went out into the living room where on Ran was sitting. He told me Kristie went upstairs to shower. I decided to just tell him the reality of the situation.
I thought I was being pretty nice about it. Explaining that they seem to want something different or more specific than what my ad presented so I needed him to tell me it was not my responsibility as I am not going to end up paying on the first of the month because they don't like what my ad brings. This dude it passive as fuck so when he said "so...you are giving us one week and two days to find someone..." I kind of lost my shit.
I laid it out that I had let them know every step of the way what was going on from me starting to look for places, to finding one, to post the ad that I posted at the beginning of the week. Which was two weeks before I would be gone. Not ideal in terms of advanced notice, but I already had someone interested and they were choosing to be judgmental before even meeting the person. We had options my way - they just didn't want to pursue them so I told him to "figure it out". I was a flat out bitch about it and I only feel a fraction bad about it because it is like yelling at a child - a mumbling, dull child. It isn't in my nature to leave people inconvenienced and not give a damn, but he sure helped push me in that direction.
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