Thursday, December 15, 2011

Day 349: The Group, The Individual, The Couple, and The Non-Entity

Everything has been so frantic as of late. Or I suppose that is just how I feel when I have a lot of things going on a limited relaxing time. I woke up with emails I couldn't read through my phone. No reason for it - just blank emails and from two different people so I knew it was a phone glitch of some kind. So then I had to boot up the computer to see what was being said and respond before going to work. I thought I pushed send on the email to meet after work to see a place, but it was a good thing I got stuck in traffic and messaged the girl because she never got my email. I shut the computer down without pushing "send". Moron.

Work itself went by pretty quick, as it does when you spend so much time on each case. I probably only issued about 8 in the whole day. I was able to take a slightly later lunch to coordinate with Ash's slightly early lunch. Only scant appearances from my other buds throughout the day. Ash and I discussed how we arent the types to invite each other to hang out outside of work though we like each other fine enough. Hels has invited us to a party she is having on Saturday. The male bud, Greg, admitted he that it may not be a good idea for him to go because his girlfriend may get angry. Needless to say that made me go off on a rant about relationships and insecure people.

One thing I have noticed as of late is that I am not thinking about that-one-that-is-to-be-unmentioned. Too much going on, too many people and things happening to really focus on someone who isn't even around. Maybe when he moves back here and we talk every once in a while or whatever it becomes, that will change, but really I feel good the way it is now. I am not even bothered by the thought he isn't online. It's the holidays and he is undoubtedly with the family having a good time before choosing to start the school grind again. Ugh, why bother is what I say.

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