They moved us onto the floor today. I was really dumb to think we would all be sitting together still, but I did. The thing is - they bulk of them are still together, in easy access to one another. It is just me and that awkward guy to ourselves around the corner. Adjusting to the move and new alienation was made all the more difficult by my increasingly crap way of doing things. I say this and all the while do not know how to prevent the bad from happening. I am hoping this is the learning experience I didn't get in the first week because I was lucky and had cases that didn't challenge a lot of the more difficult stuff but...I don't know about that.
A part of it could be that our work week ends tomorrow and I am already thinking about making the drive home to mom and my sister. I was planning to just leave straight from work since it is up north and it would just make sense to leave from there instead of coming south only to head back north again. However, if we get out early I have made loose plans to meet a potential housemate. I know I was looking for my own place, but that is seeming less and less likely. If I wanted to look forever I suppose I would run into the perfect deal that combines good, below 45th street but above and away from university areas, location, affordable price, and non-shithole appearance, but I just am not that patient.
So I gave in a started looking at the shared living ads. I made a kind of silent agreement with myself that if I were to live with someone else it would be just that. One other person. I can deal with one person's faults a whole lot better than the combination of several, all grating on me in different ways. I already expressed my main worry with excessive noise, so it has been an upfront situation from the word "go". It's another one of those "we will see" situations. It is slightly further south, in reality just a mile or two away from where I am now, but a different neighborhood could make things feel new a productive, yeah?
A part of it could be that our work week ends tomorrow and I am already thinking about making the drive home to mom and my sister. I was planning to just leave straight from work since it is up north and it would just make sense to leave from there instead of coming south only to head back north again. However, if we get out early I have made loose plans to meet a potential housemate. I know I was looking for my own place, but that is seeming less and less likely. If I wanted to look forever I suppose I would run into the perfect deal that combines good, below 45th street but above and away from university areas, location, affordable price, and non-shithole appearance, but I just am not that patient.
So I gave in a started looking at the shared living ads. I made a kind of silent agreement with myself that if I were to live with someone else it would be just that. One other person. I can deal with one person's faults a whole lot better than the combination of several, all grating on me in different ways. I already expressed my main worry with excessive noise, so it has been an upfront situation from the word "go". It's another one of those "we will see" situations. It is slightly further south, in reality just a mile or two away from where I am now, but a different neighborhood could make things feel new a productive, yeah?
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