Dripping, dropping sludge in my throat. I had to take the big test today with that annoyance wracking me the whole time. I had a serious fear that I skipped questions afterwards when everyone started chattering about a specific question as we were leaving for lunch. They laughed when I began freaking out that I couldn't remember it, but I was legit worried for a while there.
That was until I was able to spy my score from a distance of a few feet away. Grading near me is not a good idea. My eyes are too good for that shit. I didn't trust that I was seeing it right though. I thought I saw a ninty- four percentage but was more sure that I saw a 141 out of 150 fraction. I had my male buddy next to me do that math and it was aces from there.
That was until they made us take on our first live cases. I kept doing these slow, long exhales because must not have been breathing well or at all. I was flipping shit over every little thing I was doing. It was seven types of crazy and doing my head in a bit. Like my head was literally aching and my throat was raging and it was just a generally uncomfortable time. Why they couldn't have left us with the comforting thought that we knew what we were doing as was made evident by our tests- I don't know. I hope this new, unsure about everything feeling goes away quick because it is cramping my style.
That was until I was able to spy my score from a distance of a few feet away. Grading near me is not a good idea. My eyes are too good for that shit. I didn't trust that I was seeing it right though. I thought I saw a ninty- four percentage but was more sure that I saw a 141 out of 150 fraction. I had my male buddy next to me do that math and it was aces from there.
That was until they made us take on our first live cases. I kept doing these slow, long exhales because must not have been breathing well or at all. I was flipping shit over every little thing I was doing. It was seven types of crazy and doing my head in a bit. Like my head was literally aching and my throat was raging and it was just a generally uncomfortable time. Why they couldn't have left us with the comforting thought that we knew what we were doing as was made evident by our tests- I don't know. I hope this new, unsure about everything feeling goes away quick because it is cramping my style.
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