There has to be something wrong with me. Internally. In my stomach area. I thought I was over a bout of horrible internal fluid letting from yesterday. I ate some rice today and had veggie soup, no problem. I then went out with Sandra for some Kerby Lane, and I was really craving some fries so I ate all of them and saved my burger (minus two bites) for tomorrow. I also ate quite a few pieces of candy in a two hour span of time at work because it was there and we were confined to a small room with a movie playing.
Then there was a margarita at Kerby Lane and the fact that Sandra had me suck it down real quick toward the end there so we could get out a do something else before it got to late. Some time after that the pain started. We still played a full game of dominoes. I just felt really uncomfortable throughout and I almost threw up as I was spitting out my toothpaste. I would have just gone ahead and done it if it werent for the fact that I was indeed cleaning my teeth and mouth, and I hadn't spent money on the food I just ingested. So it is still there, stretching my abdomen, being all painful and such.
So now I am asking myself if I am just that stupid to think I could eat and drink like a normal person or if something is really fucked up with my digestion. And if so - why? I don't understand how vegetarianism could so severely mess with everything so I am hesitant to blame it on that. There is no other change that I can equate it to. I will have to research how common this is and what other people do, because I do not want to stop this way of eating- I don't even think about meat anymore. I will have to look that up...when I don't feel like a mostly liquid containing vessel.
Then there was a margarita at Kerby Lane and the fact that Sandra had me suck it down real quick toward the end there so we could get out a do something else before it got to late. Some time after that the pain started. We still played a full game of dominoes. I just felt really uncomfortable throughout and I almost threw up as I was spitting out my toothpaste. I would have just gone ahead and done it if it werent for the fact that I was indeed cleaning my teeth and mouth, and I hadn't spent money on the food I just ingested. So it is still there, stretching my abdomen, being all painful and such.
So now I am asking myself if I am just that stupid to think I could eat and drink like a normal person or if something is really fucked up with my digestion. And if so - why? I don't understand how vegetarianism could so severely mess with everything so I am hesitant to blame it on that. There is no other change that I can equate it to. I will have to research how common this is and what other people do, because I do not want to stop this way of eating- I don't even think about meat anymore. I will have to look that up...when I don't feel like a mostly liquid containing vessel.
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