Written at 11pm on 8/14:
Days. They move by quickly. Away from me. Kind of wasted. Not me though, I am sober as can be. Been pissing the whole day with so much water. Still want more. Never enough. Movies. Food. Games. Nothing sates me. Counting the days in dread. Not enjoying what I have. Not thankful like I should be. Not wanting anything I have access to.
Stunted. Half-hearted growth. Could sleep it off. Long sleep. Wouldn't be enough. Whispers of rain that never come. Cloud build up to the north east. Never see the result. They are stunted too. Who constipated the clouds? Would be in the right to laugh there. Funny mental image, Accurate.
A taste of water tomorrow. More like a flood and exhaustion. But fun too. Hopefully. Food gets stuck in my pits and I have to fish it out. One pit really, it it a bitch. Wish these holes would heal already and I could drink through a straw. Keep forgetting at restaurants and have to throw the straws out after a few sips. Then again, started to chew gum and had a sucker in the car yesterday,
Days. They move by quickly. Away from me. Kind of wasted. Not me though, I am sober as can be. Been pissing the whole day with so much water. Still want more. Never enough. Movies. Food. Games. Nothing sates me. Counting the days in dread. Not enjoying what I have. Not thankful like I should be. Not wanting anything I have access to.
Stunted. Half-hearted growth. Could sleep it off. Long sleep. Wouldn't be enough. Whispers of rain that never come. Cloud build up to the north east. Never see the result. They are stunted too. Who constipated the clouds? Would be in the right to laugh there. Funny mental image, Accurate.
A taste of water tomorrow. More like a flood and exhaustion. But fun too. Hopefully. Food gets stuck in my pits and I have to fish it out. One pit really, it it a bitch. Wish these holes would heal already and I could drink through a straw. Keep forgetting at restaurants and have to throw the straws out after a few sips. Then again, started to chew gum and had a sucker in the car yesterday,
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