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Written at about 2 AM or something [on 8/10-11]:
I am pretty buzzed from a night of wine drinking at my guy friend's house in my home town. his mother invited me over for dinner and, along with his dad and other gal pal, we all had a nice soft (that which would work with my extra mouth holes and his mother's temporary teen ) meal. In fact, it made me feel as if I could eat anything and everything. My appetite was up.
Once the folks went to sleep, the three youngens stayed up chatting about all that parental guidance would not allow but then the other friend left and it was just me and Sheebs. Sheebs told me told me how he recently (like 3 days ago) lost his V card and how not mind blowing the experience was. It was odd to have a male friend explain such an experience yet at the same time awesome because it gave another new point [of view?] to sex and also to him as an individual. It may have made him seem more desirable or maybe that was the alcohol talking. Regardless, nothing happened.
The fact that having sex didn't change him in any dramatic way is comforting. Even when I mention some concerned about people from my past who have been hanging out with him and could turn him against me he said "it would take like 30 people saying stuff about you before I would consider it". I said a simple thank you, but I felt a surge of warm friendship and affection that is rare and much appreciated.
Written at about 2 AM or something [on 8/10-11]:
I am pretty buzzed from a night of wine drinking at my guy friend's house in my home town. his mother invited me over for dinner and, along with his dad and other gal pal, we all had a nice soft (that which would work with my extra mouth holes and his mother's temporary teen ) meal. In fact, it made me feel as if I could eat anything and everything. My appetite was up.
Once the folks went to sleep, the three youngens stayed up chatting about all that parental guidance would not allow but then the other friend left and it was just me and Sheebs. Sheebs told me told me how he recently (like 3 days ago) lost his V card and how not mind blowing the experience was. It was odd to have a male friend explain such an experience yet at the same time awesome because it gave another new point [of view?] to sex and also to him as an individual. It may have made him seem more desirable or maybe that was the alcohol talking. Regardless, nothing happened.
The fact that having sex didn't change him in any dramatic way is comforting. Even when I mention some concerned about people from my past who have been hanging out with him and could turn him against me he said "it would take like 30 people saying stuff about you before I would consider it". I said a simple thank you, but I felt a surge of warm friendship and affection that is rare and much appreciated.
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