The weather is making my head feel like I'm under water. Or maybe that is allergies or stress or sleeplessness due to stress. I'm not sure. Everything seems so difficult when thinking hurts. I was watching the Emmys with Sandra and half way through just wanted to go to sleep right there in the chair in her room. So now I am less than coherent. I have just spent the past 15 minutes on this one paragraph while watching an episode of Community at Sandra's insistence.
I felt like a fat ass today from beginning to end starting with two donuts and a bacon, egg, and cheese kolache that was left over from the game filled store meeting I was not scheduled to attend. I didn't really complain since I did end up getting to eat the food without dealing with the crowd. Then when I had my first break I ate two more kolaches of the ham, egg, and cheese variety. For lunch I was good enough to take a break and ate nothing, and then had my only healthy choice food - an apple - for a snack during my last break.
And then a ate a whole small pizza for dinner. I tried to tell myself I would only eat half, but I am always so hungry and when there is something I know will fill me, it is hard to ration that out. At least I will go to sleep full tonight. I am suppose to work that first 2 to 11 shift tomorrow but I was kind of given the go ahead by the guy head cashier who will be there tomorrow that I can call in without screwing him over, so I may be doing that. Ideally, I would want the call I'm waiting for to come in so I could put in my two weeks and just have this week and two days of next week which seems totally doable at this point. My ideals rarely occur though, so...yeah.
I felt like a fat ass today from beginning to end starting with two donuts and a bacon, egg, and cheese kolache that was left over from the game filled store meeting I was not scheduled to attend. I didn't really complain since I did end up getting to eat the food without dealing with the crowd. Then when I had my first break I ate two more kolaches of the ham, egg, and cheese variety. For lunch I was good enough to take a break and ate nothing, and then had my only healthy choice food - an apple - for a snack during my last break.
And then a ate a whole small pizza for dinner. I tried to tell myself I would only eat half, but I am always so hungry and when there is something I know will fill me, it is hard to ration that out. At least I will go to sleep full tonight. I am suppose to work that first 2 to 11 shift tomorrow but I was kind of given the go ahead by the guy head cashier who will be there tomorrow that I can call in without screwing him over, so I may be doing that. Ideally, I would want the call I'm waiting for to come in so I could put in my two weeks and just have this week and two days of next week which seems totally doable at this point. My ideals rarely occur though, so...yeah.
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