I need to type this moderately fast as I have ingested one (1) hydrocodone pill in anticipation of cramping pains. I am a week late and can't be sure it is yet to be upon me aside from the faint tingles in my legs and a dull ache at times in my uterus area. One pill even used in vain wouldn't be much of a travesty, though. It will make for hopefully dreamless sleeps as the past few night's dreams have been fairly ridiculous. I can't even remember the details but for the fact that I think they are dumb directly when I wake up and wish I could have rested instead of spent energy being in them.
Time is simultaneously moving slow and fast, but mostly slow. I was things to speed up and then I want my time away from work to be forever. Like today I got home from work and it seems like it took forever to settle down enough to have Sandra come in to watch some Community. It actually did take several hours. Between showering, eating, and browsing the internet (slow, slow, slow!), it was a long process to go through before I was willing to have someone sit in my room with me for an extended amount of time.
I am being really good about food. I eat the nut and fruit mixes based on their serving size, I eat apples and figs, I put avocado on my whole grain sandwich with turkey, I eat fruit popsicles. And I go to bed hungry. I am not enjoying the last bit, but I feel like I am always hungry eating this healthy way. How do people do this forever? How do they pair it with working out? Maybe it is because I am about to start that I feel so low energy and hungry, I don't know. I will keep that in mind when I feel like eating everything I own in a night.
Time is simultaneously moving slow and fast, but mostly slow. I was things to speed up and then I want my time away from work to be forever. Like today I got home from work and it seems like it took forever to settle down enough to have Sandra come in to watch some Community. It actually did take several hours. Between showering, eating, and browsing the internet (slow, slow, slow!), it was a long process to go through before I was willing to have someone sit in my room with me for an extended amount of time.
I am being really good about food. I eat the nut and fruit mixes based on their serving size, I eat apples and figs, I put avocado on my whole grain sandwich with turkey, I eat fruit popsicles. And I go to bed hungry. I am not enjoying the last bit, but I feel like I am always hungry eating this healthy way. How do people do this forever? How do they pair it with working out? Maybe it is because I am about to start that I feel so low energy and hungry, I don't know. I will keep that in mind when I feel like eating everything I own in a night.
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