Written at 11:30PM on 9/1/11:
How can the weather be technically cooler yet feel so much more uncomfortable today? Could it be because I am officially suffering from something akin to senoritis. I am over this place and feel overly confident about getting the new job even though I don't have the interview until tomorrow morning and to be that sure of anything could definitely be called premature.
But if I don't get it after all this good vibing, good omening business and I have to resign myself to more indefinite spans of time doing what I am doing, I will surely end up worse off in the end for almost getting something and failing in the end. You know that saying about it is better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all? That phrase never rang true to me, in relation to love, or really in anything else. If you don't know about something you can't miss it and you can grieve at its absence.
The intention with such whimsical sayings is to validate the memories and growth from such ultimately unsuccessful relationships, but the reality is still a period of sucky suckdom that can make for highly unproductive states of mind all while you are in the prime of your youth and could be actually out doing something. So yeah...I best get this job or the fall out could be something to behold.
How can the weather be technically cooler yet feel so much more uncomfortable today? Could it be because I am officially suffering from something akin to senoritis. I am over this place and feel overly confident about getting the new job even though I don't have the interview until tomorrow morning and to be that sure of anything could definitely be called premature.
But if I don't get it after all this good vibing, good omening business and I have to resign myself to more indefinite spans of time doing what I am doing, I will surely end up worse off in the end for almost getting something and failing in the end. You know that saying about it is better to have loved and lossed than to have never loved at all? That phrase never rang true to me, in relation to love, or really in anything else. If you don't know about something you can't miss it and you can grieve at its absence.
The intention with such whimsical sayings is to validate the memories and growth from such ultimately unsuccessful relationships, but the reality is still a period of sucky suckdom that can make for highly unproductive states of mind all while you are in the prime of your youth and could be actually out doing something. So yeah...I best get this job or the fall out could be something to behold.
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