Day 208: Locations

Can you enjoy a day off if you spend it trying to find work? Trying to find work in conjunction with dreading going back to the job you have? I have even considered going back to the Fort Worth area just to try a different venue for searching. It isn't like I am particularly attached to Austin after these seven months, anyhow. And at least I have people there that know me...some even say they love me...and my dogs.

Now that the idea has cropped up in my noggin I know it will be my go-to security so I better get some better luck soon or I will make moves to drop what I have here and go back. Go back in order to go forward. Never thought I would ever see the logic in that. This day to day here just isn't going to hold up for me in the long run. Or the short run, really.

I figure anything is just a temporary until I can find a way overseas though. I just want to learn another language, see something completely foreign and feel myself change in the midst of it. I looked into that as well with results varying to seemingly intended to be impossible to possible but long processes that I will try anyway because...what wont I try at this point? I should give myself more credit - I haven't started turning tricks on the corner.