I was successful in getting out of work early and spent a blissful few hours just reading manga in bed and listening to music. Then we had a cookout with friends.
I know it can be construed as rude, but when there are a ton of people in a small kitchen, I don't feel like being there. So, while the rest of the group was chatting in that area, I went back to me room here and read some more, popping in every once in awhile to see how the food was coming along and such. I assumed there wasn't any real issue with it from any party until one remark made by Brie. She was saying she needed to pack to go out of town tomorrow but doesn't want to be rude and pop in and out because of it. Okay, not a big deal except for a second later reaction from Kristie, a scoffing laugh.
It was one of those moments where you feel insecure about what is being said about you, but I don't like being in that headspace. If they did say something to each other and not to me directly then that is their problem, And if I don't want to be somewhere, then I wont be there.
Food was good, laughs were had, cookies are cooling as I am typing this. Let's see if they will allow me to have any since I have been in the other room even though I provided the recipe, made the salad and cleaned dishes.
I know it can be construed as rude, but when there are a ton of people in a small kitchen, I don't feel like being there. So, while the rest of the group was chatting in that area, I went back to me room here and read some more, popping in every once in awhile to see how the food was coming along and such. I assumed there wasn't any real issue with it from any party until one remark made by Brie. She was saying she needed to pack to go out of town tomorrow but doesn't want to be rude and pop in and out because of it. Okay, not a big deal except for a second later reaction from Kristie, a scoffing laugh.
It was one of those moments where you feel insecure about what is being said about you, but I don't like being in that headspace. If they did say something to each other and not to me directly then that is their problem, And if I don't want to be somewhere, then I wont be there.
Food was good, laughs were had, cookies are cooling as I am typing this. Let's see if they will allow me to have any since I have been in the other room even though I provided the recipe, made the salad and cleaned dishes.
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