This day...like a hellish blackhole.
I was on auto pilot a good portion of the day at work, all the while aware of going through the motions and recognizing it as a defense mechanism against the boredom and tedium that cashiering has become. I would much rather be bookkeeping, minus the waking up hellish early.
I need to make motions to pursue other sorts of employment. I can feel the routine wearing me down very quickly and my patience isn't going to hold up long, the starker that inevitability becomes. I was going to start on that today after work but got sidetracked by quite a few things, so that is just going to have to wait for tomorrow or maybe the next day.
Besides, my attention needs to stay sharp on car matters and the details I need to refine before I head up state at the end of the week.
I was on auto pilot a good portion of the day at work, all the while aware of going through the motions and recognizing it as a defense mechanism against the boredom and tedium that cashiering has become. I would much rather be bookkeeping, minus the waking up hellish early.
I need to make motions to pursue other sorts of employment. I can feel the routine wearing me down very quickly and my patience isn't going to hold up long, the starker that inevitability becomes. I was going to start on that today after work but got sidetracked by quite a few things, so that is just going to have to wait for tomorrow or maybe the next day.
Besides, my attention needs to stay sharp on car matters and the details I need to refine before I head up state at the end of the week.
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