A driving day. Woke up in Austin and laid in bed through the morning before starting off the journey to Fort Worth. By the time I got to the city I was starving and stopped by Braum's to indulge in a gluttony that has enabled me to skip dinner at its greatness.
I parked at mom's house and saw my dogs for a hot second while eating and dropping some fresh tunes on my sister's computer. Then it was off again to my hometown, a shorter, more enjoyable trip due to endless music and cruise control.
While driving I thought about guys. All the guys that are affecting my life, warranted or not. The further I drove away from Austin and my life there, the less I could relate to my feelings for Curtis. I more I thought of the likelihood that I was working a distraction. At the same time, I feel a pang of denial as well. Not sure which is real.
I parked at mom's house and saw my dogs for a hot second while eating and dropping some fresh tunes on my sister's computer. Then it was off again to my hometown, a shorter, more enjoyable trip due to endless music and cruise control.
While driving I thought about guys. All the guys that are affecting my life, warranted or not. The further I drove away from Austin and my life there, the less I could relate to my feelings for Curtis. I more I thought of the likelihood that I was working a distraction. At the same time, I feel a pang of denial as well. Not sure which is real.
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