written at 8pm on 10/26/11:
I'm suffering from that difficulty focus kind of thing. My eyes are taking longer to open from a blink than normal, my breathing is unnaturally slow, and everything feels warm and fuzzy. I was cramping bad so I went ahead a took two hydrocodone. Then I felt a urge for some wine and had a glass of that. Now, some two hours later I am a sleepy happy thing still needing to write my entry for the day.
It has been an uneventful day which was kind of a bummer since I initially wanted to go to Spiral in Fort Worth. I've never been and since it is vegan, I thought it would be nice to try out with mom. When she returned from working out this morning though I wasn't feeling very motivated and was already a few hours in to rewatching the 10th Kingdom. I decided I wanted to watch that miniseries again after watching the pilot of the new show Once Upon A Time. There are definitely some common threads between the two programs.
Okay, so now I am starting to feel sick to my stomach. Like I may be enjoying the homemade pizza mom made me a second time and I am not refering to a second helping. I am shaking a bit too. Did I jinx myself by believing I could escape pain by self-medicating? I just wanted to enjoy the night and then fall asleep and enjoy that too. Is that too much to ask, really?
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