Written 5-13-11 at 10:16PM:
I am very, very sleepy. But we are waiting for Ann's, my bestfriend's, boyfriend to come home with her kids and food. We are surprising her girl with a new princessed-up room. New bed spread, new organizer, new curtains-used-as-closet-doors at my suggestion.
I hate that I am not as comfortable here like I was in her old place when she was married and I had a definitive place in her home. Now I find myself wanting to cut the trip short, not stay until Sunday or leave earlier on Sunday than originally planned.
Don't get me wrong, I love Ann and her children, but her life decisions have become noticeably different, perhaps antithetical to my own. I wont begrudge anyone changing but it is disappointing to feel out of place here when I asked time off, spent the time and effort to get here. Maybe I am just very tired and venting and will feel differently tomorrow.
I am very, very sleepy. But we are waiting for Ann's, my bestfriend's, boyfriend to come home with her kids and food. We are surprising her girl with a new princessed-up room. New bed spread, new organizer, new curtains-used-as-closet-doors at my suggestion.
I hate that I am not as comfortable here like I was in her old place when she was married and I had a definitive place in her home. Now I find myself wanting to cut the trip short, not stay until Sunday or leave earlier on Sunday than originally planned.
Don't get me wrong, I love Ann and her children, but her life decisions have become noticeably different, perhaps antithetical to my own. I wont begrudge anyone changing but it is disappointing to feel out of place here when I asked time off, spent the time and effort to get here. Maybe I am just very tired and venting and will feel differently tomorrow.
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