Day 52

I am suffering hardcore from sudden loathing of my job. Rather, I am not looking forward to working bookkeeping at this location because it seems there is no way to balance the vault. I don't want unknown overages and shortages to my name. I am also not enjoying being told that I am slow, I just sit there instead of getting up and looking for the source of the problem, and whatever else the full-timer wants to say to me.

We get along just fine normally, go out to lunch, and chat about our lives, but she just has that controlling personality that doesn't tend to jive well with my own. Add that to the complexity of the new system of bookkeeping that has come down, and I don't want to go to work on Wednesday and definitely don't want to work by myself on Friday through the weekend.

On an unrelated note...Another person I know is now pregnant. Only now it is someone I grew up with from elementary school through high school. It is odd, these people altering their lives forever, and the way I see it when you have a child, giving up a lot of yourself for the sake of the new life. I couldn't imagine doing that now, perhaps not ever. So while everyone continues to get married and knocked up, I'm going to stick to playing video games and reading.